sad, lonely, foul, lifeless, different, uncomfortable, unforgivable, stupid, gross, wasteful, pathetic, disappointing, repulsive, alone and as always very, VERY sorry.
(Source: lightasafeatherbemylifesaver)
The Lion: I hate late nights
When I can’t think of anything other than how screwed up I am.
When I can’t think of anything but how much I want my friends back.
When all that is in my mind is memories of when I thought I might actually be happy.
When I begin to pick and scratch and bite until I am bleeding.
When I can no…
dream a little louder: One day..
One day, it won’t hurt as bad.
One day, you won’t fake a smile.
One day, everything will be okay.
One day, you won’t cut anymore.
One day, those thoughts that kept you up at night won’t anymore.
One day, you’ll see that when everyone said it would “get better”, they weren’t lying.
One…
The word “suicide” scares me yet comforts me.
